I Can't, I Won't

I can't allow my peace to suffer for the chaos you cause.

I can't keep forgiving you for the things you do and say.

I can't keep convincing myself that you'll change.

I can't continue believing I'm all the things you told me I was.

I can't continue to hold myself back because you want to get ahead.

I can't continue to fool myself into believing this is love.

I can't keeping walking behind you.

I can't keep allowing you to twist my words.

I can't continue letting you convince me I'm paranoid.

I can't let you keep telling me I'm nothing without you.

I can't keep letting myself feel this way...

I can't allow myself to cry all night anymore.

I can't allow myself to beg and plead for you to stay.

I can't allow myself to believe everything was my fault.

...

and I won't allow myself to cry all night anymore.

I won't beg and plead for you to stay.

I won't believe everything was my fault.

I won't let myself feel this way.

I won't let you twist my words.

I won't walk behind you.

...

I chose to be who I want, Not who you say.